When you are in the depths of despair, they will hold you up and comfort you. 
Comfort. 8.3×5.8 inches (A5)
 Let me introduce you to my little water colour entitled ” Nothing.” It signifies the materialisation of ideas and dreams. As she visualises her dreams, the dreams start to take shape and form… Something can come out of nothing. Look out for it on ebay next week.
Nothing. 10×7 inches

Any one who knows me will know that I am a hermit by nature and have become more and more isolated over time. I am quite happy to stay here working for weeks on end without seeing another human being apart from the Tesco delivery man. Working from home affords me that luxury (or curse, depending on your outlook). Of course, the people that care about me try and drag me out from time to time, but for the most part, they understand my nature and know that when I am ready to be social, I am more than capable of being the life and soul of any real life social gathering. I was thinking about being social in real life and being social online as I was falling asleep a few days ago. I was thinking about all of the social connections that I have online. I am connected to rather a lot of people through various social media channels. I am constantly “plugged in” either on my lap top or on my phone on the rare occasions that I actually venture outside. Apart from when I am asleep, there is rarely a time when I am not “connected” so to speak. I know many people like this. Social media addicts, not necessarily hermits or course. Being a hermit is not really a “normal” existence is it. Many people are addicted to being plugged in, but not necessarily interested in connecting with people in real life. Or is it just that we don’t have time? Or is the perceived lack of time for really connecting with people just an excuse? An excuse for me to stay locked away in my bubble. Anyway, my late night musings prompted the following drawing which I will post on ebay for sale in the next few days… Voila..

I started a drawing last night, an automatic drawing as explained here and here…

I started working on this tiny drawing while thinking and feeling things about relationships. Male/female relationships. Sexual, and soul connections. I just let my hand and my mind dance around on the paper, kind of in a moving meditation while still being fully conscious of what I was doing. So maybe not pure automatism, but something close. I felt warm and fuzzy feelings while I was drawing and reminiscing on experiences. It felt good to draw something out of a feeling love instead of pain for a change. Voila…
It is very small- A5 paper size, which is 8.3 x 5.8 inches. It is pencil and sepia pastel on 125g paper. I will be placing it on ebay in the next few days. Then after that, every week, I will auction at least two drawings for one year. You could think of this as a one year project and this is the first of the one year series. I think I shall call it Automatism…


In my quest for knowledge and success within the art world, I have decided to document everything I learn from some of my role models and teachers. This documentation will be in the form of a series of video and audio interviews with some well established artists and up and coming artists. Called the “Art Success Series,” we will have the “Established Artists” series and “The Next Big Thing”series within it. Watch this space. I already have an exciting person lined up for the Established Artists series and that video will be launched very soon! I also have an established artist lined up as a guest blogger who will be writing interesting and helpful articles relevant to the art world. The series will be useful for up and coming artists and established artists alike. We all need inspiration and the people I am going to be interviewing are exactly that.

I have decided to do a video blog series and I am calling it Egocentric Masturbation, Art and Randomness. LOL! Thanks Lionel… The purpose is to document my artistic journey and sell some work online along the way. I took my Supermodel’s video blog down previously due to my stupid embarrassment and self consciousness. I promise not to do that this time. I realize now that there are people who get something from my experiences, so I will try and share as much as I can while shamelessly massaging my shattered ego. No pity party going on here folks, just honesty, self expression and learning. It is a rocky road ahead, but we will get there.